i watched some tv shows when i got home from school. as usual, i saw cruel people. people who barely care for the welfare of animals. the animals hurt were a goat and a brown bear. hay.
some of my exams have already passed by but my temptation to get a full sleep this night isnt sufficient enough to rid me off the urge of posting something, although this post dont have anything valuable to declare. nakakatamad. hay hay.

guess what?
i was a sit-in in my friend's make-up class today in biochemistry. i never thought this would happen again. he was there. he was my friend's classmate in biochemistry...ohmy.

he sat at the back just a few inches from me. i dared not to look behind because i feel really awful just having him in the same room. am i really doomed to be like this until i graduate? i don't wanna see him ever again within or out the campus.

oh please someone help me speculate a step on moving away from the propinquity of being insane.

there's this really awkward phenomenon happening in my school life right now. it's not about acads and stuff...but about a person who has been a classmate for like more than 3 courses who i barely had given an acquaintance with. lest i forget, i know that he knew that we've been classmates way way back and he's giving me this really weird smirk as if i really planned on having him as my classmate for a couple of times. what the hell. fyi. we've been classmates for 2 PEs: duckpin bowling and tenpin bowling, for 2nd year 1st sem and 3rd year 1st sem respectively. plus a major subject which is bio 11.

ya, he's cute and all that but for paris hilton's sake (oh yea wtf.) it's really a complete coincidence. and lately this afternoon, after my pop culture class, i went rushing on to casaa to get my hand-outs for laboratory genetics passing by people who were eating their late lunch and some who were browsing other people's faces. i really looked haggard-ic and all when i asked mr. xeroxman about the hand-outs i've asked him to photocopy earlier. the all-so-frantic-me, much with a hobby of glaring around 360 degrees, got to see him again sitting near mr. xeroxman and...oh my he gave me this really blank + smiling (i think) face. i hate it. i looked away suddenly anxious because it really makes me sick. i hate all these coincidence which makes me look like a stalker to him, which is really beyond the possible.

uggghhh.

and oh yeah. this past week is super exciting (sorry i'm using so many extremes)...i got through all 4 exams from my major subjects but still left with a hanging part 2 exam from my statistics subject. i got these really black eyebags which i have forsaken a long time ago when i got addicted to online rpgs. i laughed all this off from our presentations (in pop cult class)mimicking the formulas of telenovelas or soap operas. i was ripping my ribs off until i felt i can't hardly breath. my midterms from chem lab also gave a surprise alert: out of 19 students, only 5 students passed the exam. yea cool. hell.

i got some good learning last night when mama taught me how do those kikay accessories. i made my own bracelet yay! and fyi it's not pink...it's silver plus black beads. want one?

ok. buhbye for now. i have make-up (not the makeover thingy) classes tomorrow.